Here we go again...It's 1/3/2013 seems like a good number to start this infertility process again!
Going for my appointment to make sure my ovaries are clear of cysts and start the protocol.

I'm trying to start this as a fresh start.  Put all the failures and fears aside from the past 5 years of this journey.  Nothing like a new year to do that.  I feel very confident about my new doctor and his thoughts on the approach.  I'm looking forward to laying out all the details and finally putting dates to the process.  Figuring out how much all the meds/injections/appointments are going to take financially and time commitment...

I'm trying to remain postive that this time will be even better since we have the history behind us.  Before we didn't know how my body responds to the medications, that I'm a low responder. We went in thinking that only one of my tubes are open and now knowing that everything is open after the endo surgery.  Just know I had endo, and knowing that that has been cleaned up. 

Taking the supplements, reducing the estrogen dominance with progesterone supplementation has hopefully calmed my immune system and inflammation. I'm phycially feeling stronger than I have in years.  

Maybe all of this has lead up to this time...
Maybe this time I will end up being someone's mommy...
Maybe this time we can stop the bleeding of all of our finances for this one dream..
Maybe this time will be the last time I have to keep all this up with nothing to show for it..
Maybe this time..

Day 2....

Lots of firsts today